
Who would have thought the day that I posted my last post would be the day that ended my personal volleyball season early? With a nice little pop and a fall to the floor I would be faced with a difficult task at hand; an ACL injury. It was also the day however, that I subscribed to the Brave Girls Club. While looking at a post on a friend's blog I read about this new sight she had stumbled upon and decided to check it our for myself. Little did I know then that it would have the words that I needed to hear now...
"Dear humble girl,
You really can't begin to know how spectacular you are or how much you are capable of or how strong and brave the depth of your soul is.
Because we all understandably see things from such a limited and incomplete point of view...because we haven't learned everything we need to learn yet...it is hard to see that things that feel like failures or roadblocks or hardships are the very things that exercise our soul muscles and keep us in top shape to be able to live out our beautiful and constantly progressing potential.
Life would be so sad and so boring if there were never any wonderful and sometimes painful and difficult opportunities for growth. It is in the growing and the changing and the stretching and the soul exercise that the biggest joys come.
Keep your head up...keep sweatin' through the soul lunges...you are spectacularly fit for the challenge...you really are. You can do this.
You are loved.
XOXO"
(bravegirlsclub.com)
Something good will come from this "painful and difficult opportunity for growth," even if it is just to exercise my soul. I know that God sees the big picture for me and because I can only see a limited portion of it, it's my job to put my full trust in Him. I know He can make me better...if I allow Him to. I'm in His hands. Besides, what a greater love and appreciation I've been given for the resurrection. :) I've been so blessed to have a body that allows me to play volleyball and do all sorts of other things as well. Maybe I just need a rest from the vigorous activities I've involved it in. Whatever my lesson is, things will be ok. I will be ok. Because I know that no matter what happens, I'm a loved daughter of my Heavenly Father.